Saturday, May 20, 2006

Tears Will Come Forth.....

05/20/2006
Exhibit on war heartbreaking



Column by L.A. Parker - My 7-year-old son voiced jubilation.

We were headed for the mall.


He quickly learned that in Washington, D.C. there are malls and then there is the National Mall.

The latter means walking along the Reflecting Pool toward the Washington Monument.

We were in the nation’s capital for a daughter/sister visit. My daughter is now a senior at American University.

Children grow.

Unfortunately, some of them will never see the full light of adulthood like a slew of young men and women being siphoned off in Iraq.

The numbers rise like water in a neglected tub.

In war, we fail to realize the magnitude of a flood of death and suffering until our feet are awash in blood from a relative, a friend’s son or daughter.

American Friends Service Committee hosted an exhibit on The Mall last week.

The acclaimed event featured boots and shoes honoring the casualties of the Iraq war.

The "Silence of the Dead -- Voices of the Living: A Witness to End the War in Iraq" attracted military families, veterans, Iraqi war survivors and peace activists together.

They memorialized the nearly 2,500 U.S. soldiers who have perished in Iraq plus approximately 100,000 Iraqis killed.

Event organizers secured enough black boots for perished Americans but could not amass a necessary amount of flip flops, sandals, loafers, sneakers, etc. to represent dead Iraqis.

There were boots there for numerous Trenton area residents including Master Sgt. Terry Hemingway, 39, of Willingboro; Spc. Ryan T. Baker, 24, of Browns Mills; Pfc. Nate DeTample, 19, of Morrisville, Pa., etc.

Two women reverently named each dead U.S. military person whose names drifted up toward the Washington Monument and rode a breeze toward a place where dead soldiers’ spirits rest.

(Spc. 4 William MaherIII, 35, of Yardley, Pa.)

Whatever your stand on this war, a wade through the exhibit will undoubtedly produce an aching heart.

Tears welled in my eyes for both American and Iraqi individuals, especially those small shoes that represented a young Iraqi kid blown to smitherines and beyond.

So much pain and hurt overwhelms and exhausts.

(Spc. 4 Maurice Johnson, 21, of Levittown, Pa.)

My hope for not being found out by my son and daughter rested on prayers for an eye-drying wind.

Even now positioned at my desk tears must be placed in hiding from co-workers.

Real men don’t cry until shrapnel cuts through tendon and bone or an improvised explosive device takes an arm, leg or heart.

Until rows of black boots stand motionless in sunshine.

(Sgt. Brian L. Freeman, Jr., 31, of Lumberton)

Our brave soldiers march forward toward Bataan, Vietnam or something worse.

Their caskets arrive under the cover of darkness wrapped in the U.S. flag.

These covert returns muffle the reality of battle. We pay a human expense for war that eventually bankrupts our souls.

(Army Lt. Seth Dvorin, 24, of Hopewell, Spc. Narson B. Sullivan, 21, of North Brunswick, Spc. Philip "Spanky" Spakosky, 25, of Pemberton.....)

And it’s one, two, three. What are we fighting for?

L.A. Parker is a Trentonian staff writer. His columns appear on Thursdays and Saturdays. Reach him at laparker@Trentonian.com.

Depleted Uranium (DU) General Awarness Training

US MILITARY TRAINING FILM...





This training film is about 15min. in lenght.

Listen very carefully to what is being said and how it's being presented.

As you do also think of what is being left out.

Pay special attention to the cleanup procedures and precautions.


This link: DU Training Film , will bring up your Real Player with the Film.

The link in the title and HERE will take you to the site page where you can DownLoad either the 'Real Player' version or 'QuickTime' version.

Another Big Thanks to Eric, over at BushFlash for a great find and posting, bringing attention to this, as he does on so many other subjects of importance!


More reading on DU if you already haven't:

Depleted uranium
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Bibliography: Military Use of Depleted Uranium (DU)

In Training for WH Press Corps




Friday, May 19, 2006

Murtha - Haditha, Iraq - Eye Witness Report

This Video report: Iraqi-Girls-Story is an interview with apparently the only survivor of her families killings of which Murtha Reported on and the Military has had to back track about!!

If this little girl is putting Truth to the Facts Shown and now Reported, this is The Final Nail of a Lost Cause Debacle!!!

Bring Them Home, NOW!!

The few who committ Atrosities Endanger the Rest, and in todays World we will be feeling the Retaliations long into the future unless Sanity and We the People can Right the Wrongs!!!!!!

Why, Billy, Why?

Flash Video, 1st below, a Must Watch and listen to songs words

Why, Billy, Why?




Song - Click on the 'On' in the online CD to listen
Iraq Attack




Lazy Ramadi

Is This Miller's Mea Culpa?

Miller Now Says She Had 'Advanced Intelligence' Of 9/11!!


The below paragragh was taken from the 'Editor and Publisher' Article, 2nd down list. Notice the July Date and Where Her Source Was!!

"Posted today, the story contends that Miller was sparked by the October 2000 attack on the USS Cole to increase her reporting of al-Qaida. She says that ultimately led, in July 2001, "to a still-anonymous top-level White House source who shared top-secret NSA signals intelligence (SIGINT) concerning an even bigger impending al-Qaida attack, perhaps to be visited on the continental United States."



THE NY TIMES, JUDY MILLER AND 9/11: THE MOST STUNNING FAILURE YET?
Some 56 months after the fact, we are learning that both Judy Miller and her editors at the New York Times had information that foretold the 9/11 terror attacks and elected not to publish it.
By Will Bunch, Philadelphia Daily News


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MILLER AND 'NYT' HAD A 9/11 WARNING TIP
Judith Miller, the embattled former reporter for The New York Times who spent 85 days in jail last year for refusing to reveal a source and ultimately left the paper after a dispute, has another new twist to her Times tenure.
By Joe Strupp, Editor & Publisher

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NEW YORK TIMES REPORTER HAD WARNING OF 9/11 ATTACKS
Yesterday's big news was the revelation that New York Times reporter Judith Miller (of Plamegate fame) had been privy to a leak in 2001 that al-Qaeda was planning a major attack in the U.S. For various reasons, the story was never published.
By Mary Shaw, OpEd News

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THE BLOGS WEIGH IN: SUDDENLY, AFRAID OF CONTROVERSY
It's stories like this one being reported by Rory O'Connor and William Scott Malone (in the alternative press) that leave me troubled about the state of American mainstream journalism
By Lisa English, Ruminatethis.com

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NOW SHE TELLS US
By Digby

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JUDY MILLER TALKS TODAY ABOUT THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY
By Kevin Drum, Washington Monthly

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A MILLER’S TALE
Thus Blogged Anderson

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JUDY MILLER GOT HEADS UP BEFORE 9/11
Abledangerblog.com

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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Fw: "Now Is The Time"

ZNet | Activism

West Point Graduates Against The War: Now Is The Time

by James Ryan; West Point Graduates Against the War; May 12, 2006

Cry "Havoc!" and let slip the dogs of war,
That this foul deed shall smell above the earth
With carrion men, groaning for burial.
Julius Caesar

Why?

We members of West Point Graduates Against The War stand appalled at the deceitful behavior of the government of the United States and, in particular, its widely known malefactors. Their lying, cheating, stealing, and rendition of evasive statements not only has demeaned these deceivers and our country, but they have placed vast numbers of innocent people in deadly peril as a direct result of their deceptions. We will not serve these lies, that is, we will not work for, be a servant to, provide for, assist, or promote the interests of this dishonorable administration. By remaining silent we tacitly serve; we are no longer silent.

The illegal assault and occupation in Iraq has killed tens of thousands of innocents, both American, Iraqi, and others, causing incalculable damage to Iraq and the Iraqi people, as well as the reputation and honor of the United States of America.

The behavior of this administration is particularly odious since it makes mockery of the code of conduct instilled in us at West Point. "A cadet will not lie, cheat, or steal, or tolerate those who do." This has provided us with a lifelong respect for the truth, and a sense of responsibility to do the right thing, even if that means admonishing our country's leadership.

Our position may be counter to the opinion of many of our fellow graduates. Our views are most probably not the views of the official institution that is West Point. It does its work, we ours. Yet, we are undeniably full-blown products of that place, trademarked by the West Point way of behavior. "Duty, Honor, Country," the motto of the Academy, our watchwords, as well. And we express our views as an organization of graduates, as retired generals of similar pedigree express their own. The difference? There are more of us than there are generals.


What?

Admiral John Paul Jones, the father of the American navy, said it best. "I would lay down my life for America, but I cannot trifle with my honor." This administration has done neither. Chicken hawks in wolves' clothing, they have been derelict in duty, honor, and country.

Consider their sending under-equipped troops into battle under false pretenses, the widely-known ignoring of First Amendment protections of the Constitution, the "quaintness" of the Geneva Convention, or Colin Powell's ill-starred, mendacious UN presentation. Their lies and misleading statements, detailed in so many places, have become epic. They tried to make their case. They failed. Facts and time have proven these people untrustworty and incompetent. They lied, tens of thousands died, and that is a moral tragedy.

Shamelessly, the president of the United States mocks his own deceitful behavior at White House Correspondents' Dinners. People have perished from his infamous words, and he and his ilk, and the ilk of journalists, all guffaw and wink and preen. Duty, Honor, Country? Be serious.


Who?

We are graduates of the United States Military Academy at West Point, New York who are against the war in Iraq, and any other future wars similarly premised. Our ranks include sons, daughters, and spouses of deceased graduates. All of us stand in common cause against the deceitful policies and lies of the Bush administration. We are heartened by supporters from all over the world, but particularly the American taxpayers who gave and maintain the life of the institution that bore us into the adult world of service to our country. And, in that spirit, we now act.

We are not politicians, professional media pundits, retired generals, peace-at-any-price activists, conscientious objectors, Communists or traitors. We seek to overthrow nothing. Except the pattern of deceit by this administration that has so sorely damaged this country, its standing in the world, and the world itself.

We have no historic legacy of public life that we are out to maintain because we have had no public life. We are ordinary people, forged by one unforgettable unifying experience - West Point. We studied there, we trained there, we were inspired there. We are the voice of a growing band of men and women, graduates of West Point, not perfect people, but honorable. And we speak for the many who, because of their circumstance, are reluctant or unable to speak.

We call likeminded graduates of West Point to stand with us and speak out against the deceitful policies of this administration, and the resulting destruction of the honor of the United States, and the dissipation of its military.


Alarm and call to action

Say no to preventive war. Heed President Eisenhower's words. "When people speak to you about a preventive war," he said, "you tell them to go and fight it."

Say no to torture. Demand that the United States government respect the conventions of war. We must lead by example, preserving some aspect of humanity in the carnage and devastation. Today, we gaze into the abyss of perpetual war. Be aware, as Nietzsche warned, "If you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes also into you."

Say no to the trashing of the honor of our country. Stay the forked tongues of this deplorable administration.

This is not a partisan issue. Both sides of the legislative chambers have aided and abetted this corrupt administration. We exhort everyone to stand with us and to write to their political representatives. We will do the same. Tell them that you don't appreciate their silence on these vital issues. Tell them to support and defend the Constitution as they have sworn to do. Demand honorable behavior from all public officials. Tell them how you feel about what THEY have allowed to happen to our country. And tell them that we, West Point Graduates Against The War, sent you. Tell them that we stand with you. It's the truth!

"Now is the time!" Martin Luther King said long ago. Indeed, NOW is the time.

We live on the precipice of yet another "arranged" war. This time it's Iran. As in Iraq, the demonization is well underway. The dogs of war are foaming and gnashing. Deja vu all over again, or, as we used to say at West Point, S.O.S, "Same Old Stuff," or words to that effect.

And all this in the name of homeland security. Please be serious. As Dwight Eisenhower said, "If all that Americans want is security, they can go to prison. They'll have enough to eat, a bed and a roof over their heads. But if an American wants to preserve his dignity and his equality as a human being, he must not bow his neck to any dictatorial government."

Today, we have clear intimations of just such a government. We think that Americans are not so easily cowed, and that the vast majority demands far more than a diet of false statements, and confinement in endless, immoral wars.

New voices can change the world. They always have. Stand with us!

James Ryan

Cofounder: West Point Graduates Against The War

Memorial Day: Get Ready





NOT YOUR SOLDIER
A MUST SEE VIDEO, Tying Today to 'Sir! No Sir!', Pass It On!!

Thoughts On A Monsoon Morning

Mental health crisis hits UK troops
Iraq conflict is causing record levels of depression and post-trauma stress




Film takes a graphic look at Iraq combat ER




Army: HBO documentary could trigger stress disorder




Thoughts On A Monsoon Morning:

"I Hate Every Fucking One Of You

Who Make Dollars From Our Deaths"


David Connolly served honorably in Vietnam with the 11th Armored Cavalry Regiment. He takes pride in having been--and continuing to be--a Vietnam Veteran Against the War. His collection of poems, LOST IN AMERICA, was published by Viet Nam Generation, Inc.& Burning Cities Press in 1994.



Thoughts On A Monsoon Morning


By David Connolly

Originally written after a memorial service for 59 troopers from F Troop, Second Squadron, of the 11th Armored Cavalry Regiment, who were killed in action or who died as a result of wounds they received when ambushed by an entrenched, numerically superior force, while on an operation in the Michelin Rubber Plantation, near Dau Tieng, Vietnam.



Cold, despite my blanket.

Lonely, amongst my friends.

Wondering, with the things I’ve done

can I ever make amends?



Sickened, by this needless waste.

Stoic, to those around.

Wondering, what will break me,

the next fight, or death, or sound?



Missing, those who love me.

Hoping, for the next month or so.

Wondering, how will I ever fit in

with people who just don’t know?



Terrified, by the death grins.

Afraid, I’ll be one of the dead.

Wondering, why did I ever think

it wouldn’t be as bad as they said?



Used, by the rich of my country.

Duped, by those I looked up to.

Wondering, how can I tell those

who still wave the red, white, and blue?



I hate every fucking one of you

who make dollars from our deaths.

I hate every fucking one of you

for my friends’ dying breaths.



I hate every fucking one of you

banker or corporation head.

I hate every fucking one of you

for so many, so young, and dead.



I hate every fucking one of you

with your pin-striped, dark blue suits.

I hate every fucking one of you

for all those empty boots.


Sir! No Sir!:

At A Theatre Near You!


To find it: Sir! No Sir!




G.I. Special Vets For Peace Launches Air Strike.pdf

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

'Bring Them Home,NOW!!'

And Take Care Of Them When They Are Here!!!!!!!!!!!



'Life and death every day' for Iraq medics
This Video Is Imbedded n The Above Report
Video: Doctors at war




Perry: Doctors in Iraq weather emotional toll




Veterans' mental health care urged





Jeffrey Was Really Messed Up: Suicide in Iraq




COURANT INVESTIGATION: MENTALLY UNFIT, FORCED TO FIGHT
Slipping Through The System




U.S. Redeploying Troops With Mental Health Issues
Suicide rates are up, military records show, as troubled GIs are sent back to fight in Iraq.




I would Suggest that you don't view Many of these Photo's unless you have an Extremely Strong Inner Constitution and Stomach!!
The Realities of what Human's will do to Fellow uman Beings, in the Name of What[?], and for What 'Noble Cause'[?], and this In Our Names!!!!!
While those who Send Others into, and to cause, this Destructive Behavior Refuse to even View the Damages They Have Caused!!

Iraq War Images Uncensored

This collection of photos is the most complete we are aware of. Many of them are being made public here for the first time. Many of them are extremely gruesome. These must not be censored, because this is what a war really looks like, and that is something citizens need to see in order to cast informed ballots and lobby our representatives for or against war.
Please copy all of these images onto your own website. No need to ask permission. Please simply give credit to AfterDowningStreet.org.





GI Special 4E16 We Are Truly Ruled By Idiots.pdf

Peace Takes Courage

Ava has another Flash Presentation up, you can view it HERE


And it's So Refreshing, and Encouraging, to Listen to a Young Adult, as it has been with the Hundreds I've met over these last 3yrs. Plus, and ongoing.
After watching, listening to, and reading Responses from So Called Responsible Adults, better tagged as Talking Heads{giving oppinion and calling it news as they yell at each other, or refuse opposing oppinions/proof/reality to their propaganda, on their radio shows}, Trolls, Freepers, and Sheep, Frightened little people, etc.etc.etc.!


Listen to Ava's Interview on the Alan Colmes Show


And visit Ava's 'Peace Takes Courage' Site

Monday, May 15, 2006

Veterans Surround Richard Perle

Veterans Surround Richard Perle, Demand Accountability for His Role in Launching Illegal War

Submitted by davidswanson on Sun, 2006-05-14 23:41. Media
By Bill Perry, Disabled American Veteran, VVAW, VFP, VFW, VVA




Here's 8 great shots I took, with a disposable camera, of Neo-Con Architect of the Iraq war, Richard Perle, and our Iraq Veterans Against the War Heroes & Sheroes, joined by our Gold Star Families "Matriots".




Richard Perle had a PBS camera crew about 80 or 90 yards off to the side of the Speakers' Rostrum @ yesterday's AFSC Eyes Wide Open (BOOTS) Demo, in Washington, DC. The PBS Producers said they were rehabilitating Perle's image, so he can be kicked upstairs, similar to the Bush promotion of Paul Wolfowitz to the World Bank.




They thought they wouldn't be noticed using the "Boots" demo background during the speaking portion of the EWO demo, but Philly VVAW & VFP-31 signaled our speakers line-up, and we surrounded the Adolf Eichman of the Bush Administration, and had BIG FUN humiliating the MURDERER! CHECK OUT THESE PHOTO'S!





Apologies to Sue Neiderer, Celeste Zappala, and our four Iraq refugees who educated Perle on why 82% of ALL Iraqis want the U.S. OUT NOW! Sorry, folks, but I ran out of film!

















June is "Torture Awareness Month"



June is "Torture Awareness Month" in the United States

If the very thought of that sadden or angers you, you are not alone.



You urged Congress to pass the McCain Ammendment banning torture as U.S. policy, and it passed. However, when the President signed the measure, he added a “signing statement,” essentially declaring that he could ignore it if he wants to.



We believe the Bush Administration’s position in this action is shameful and wholly opposed to the convictions of people of faith and conscience in this nation. The world must know that America abhors all forms of torture.



Thousands of persons and more than three dozen faith-based organizations have come together to endorse a statement released by the National Religious Campaign Against Torture. FaithfulAmerica has endorsed this statement and today we are asking you to join with the thousands who believe that Torture is a Moral Issue by endorsing this statement as well.



Please go HERE to read and sign the statement



Then pass the URL on to your friends and colleages.



Other Efforts To Know About:



So many important efforts to halt torture deserve our attention. Here are two: Our brothers and sisters at Pax Christi USA, the national Catholic Peace Movement, have a national sign-on statement you may wish to read and sign. Here is the link
(look for “A Christian Call To Stop Torture Now”)



The Torture Abolition and Survivors and Support Coalition International (TASSC) are the sponsors of Torture Awareness Week. Here’s where to learn more: PDF




Let's end this national embarrassment and help reclaim the moral high ground on this issue. Thank you for your continued action to end torture.



Blessings to you as ever,



Vince Isner and the FaithfulAmerica.org Team



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Month of May-PBS, NOW Series- Dedicated to Treatment of America's Veterans!!

Monday, 15 May 2006
Reading, Writing, and Recruitment - Public Broadcasting Series NOW dedicating the Month of May to the treatment of America's VETERANS.


The Public Broadcasting System (PBS) series NOW is dedicating the month of May 2006 leading up to Memorial Day in recognition to the plight of our nations Veterans in a series of stories from all angles that will end on Memorial Day with a 30-minute documentary, “The March of the Bonus Army.”

This first article is intended to show the pressures Military Recruiters now find themselves under to produce Veterans at a time when our government’s treatment of our nation’s Veterans is less than desirable. It is taken from the archives of NOW productions that were not aired during 2005. Bobby “Indy Thinker” Hanafin
Check out your local PBS Station for times and dates of these presentations.

This focus is timely given the recent discussion on Veterans for Common Sense regarding recruiting problems and NOW the Commander-In-Incompetent is talking about sending the National Guard on the Mexican border to beef up security.

Frankly, Bobby "Indy Thinker" Hanafin thinks this is a good idea IF handled properly which our President and current leadership of the Pentagon does not have the brains to do. Mark my words THEY are setting the Guard up for a massive Kent State incident if the proper National Guard troops are not sent to the border. Meaning Guard troops from the states involved which are composed for significant numbers of Hispanic-American recruits that would be reluctant to fire on their own people. Secondly, the first order of business should be to disband if not disarm the right wing brown shirts of the Minuteman Militia Terrorists organizations that are nothing more than Vigilantes taking the law into their own hands.

On the other hand IF the President sends regulars troops to the border or National Guard troops there with the same RACISTS attitudes as the Minutemen all he is doing is setting the framework for turning Mexico into a haven for Al Queda where there once was none.

JUST A THOUGHT. Reading, Writing, and Recruitment
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Visit Link, in Titles at top one above takes you to PBS-NOW page, as 'Bobby' has Much More To Say!!

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Knowingly Sent Back Into The 'Quagmire'!!!!

Endangering Their Own Lives, Lives of Those With Them, Lives Of Innocents, Knowingly Sent Back Into The Quagmire To Sink Deeper!!!!

Mentally Unfit, Forced To Fight


Story By LISA CHEDEKEL And MATTHEW KAUFFMAN Photos By Mark Mirko
The Hartford Courant

May 14 2006

Despite a congressional order that the military assess the mental health of all deploying troops, fewer than 1 in 300 service members see a mental health professional before shipping out.

Once at war, some unstable troops are kept on the front lines while on potent antidepressants and anti-anxiety drugs, with little or no counseling or medical monitoring.

And some troops who developed post-traumatic stress disorder after serving in Iraq are being sent back to the war zone, increasing the risk to their mental health.

These practices, which have received little public scrutiny and in some cases violate the military's own policies, have helped to fuel an increase in the suicide rate among troops serving in Iraq, which reached an all-time high in 2005 when 22 soldiers killed themselves - accounting for nearly one in five of all Army non-combat deaths.

The Courant's investigation found that at least 11 service members who committed suicide in Iraq in 2004 and 2005 were kept on duty despite exhibiting signs of significant psychological distress. In at least seven of the cases, superiors were aware of the problems, military investigative records and interviews with families indicate.

Among the troops who plunged through the gaps in the mental health system was Army Spec. Jeffrey Henthorn, a young father and third-generation soldier, whose death last year is still being mourned by his native Choctaw, Okla.

What his hometown does not know is that Henthorn, 25, had been sent back to Iraq for a second tour, even though his superiors knew he was unstable and had threatened suicide at least twice, according to Army investigative reports and interviews. When he finally succeeded in killing himself on Feb. 8, 2005, at Camp Anaconda in Balad, Iraq, an Army report says, the work of the M-16 rifle was so thorough that fragments of his skull pierced the barracks ceiling.

In a case last July, a 20-year-old soldier who had written a suicide note to his mother was relieved of his gun and referred for a psychological evaluation, but then was accused of faking his mental problems and warned he could be disciplined, according to what he told his family. Three weeks later, after his gun had been handed back, Pfc. Jason Scheuerman, of Lynchburg, Va., used it to end his life.

Also kept in the war zone was Army Pfc. David L. Potter, 22, of Johnson City, Tenn., who was diagnosed with anxiety and depression while serving in Iraq in 2004. Potter remained with his unit in Baghdad despite a suicide attempt and a psychiatrist's recommendation that he be separated from the Army, records show. Ten days after the recommendation was signed, he slid a gun out from under another soldier's bed, climbed to the second floor of an abandoned building and shot himself through the mouth, the Army has concluded.

The spike in suicides among the all-volunteer force is a setback for military officials, who had pledged in late 2003 to improve mental health services, after expressing alarm that 11 soldiers and two Marines had killed themselves in Iraq in the first seven months of the war. When the number of suicides tumbled in 2004, top Army officials had credited their renewed prevention efforts.

But The Courant's review found that since 2003, the military has increasingly sent, kept and recycled troubled troops into combat - practices that undercut its assurances of improvements. Besides causing suicides, experts say, gaps in mental health care can cause violence between soldiers, accidents and critical mistakes in judgment during combat operations.

Military experts and advocates point to recruiting shortfalls and intense wartime pressure to maintain troop levels as reasons more service members with psychiatric problems are being deployed to the war zone and kept there.

"What you have is a military stretched so thin, they've resorted to keeping psychologically unfit soldiers at the front," said Stephen Robinson, the former longtime director of the National Gulf War Resource Center. "It's a policy that can do an awful lot of damage over time."

Army officials confirmed that 22 soldiers killed themselves in Iraq, and three in Afghanistan, in 2005. The Army suicide rate was about 20 per 100,000 soldiers serving in Iraq - nearly double the 2004 rate, and higher than the 2003 rate that had prompted alarm. Three Marines also committed suicide in Iraq last year.

The military does not discuss or even identify individual suicide cases, which are grouped with other non-combat deaths. The Courant identified suicide victims through Army investigative reports and interviews with families.

Although The Courant determined that a spate of six suicides occurred within eight weeks last year, from late May to July, there is no indication that the military took steps to respond to the cluster.

While the 2005 jump in self-inflicted deaths was as pronounced as the 2003 spike that had stirred action, Army officials said last week that there were no immediate plans to change the approach or resources targeted to mental health. They said they had confidence in the initiatives put in place two years ago - additional combat stress teams to treat deployed troops and increased suicide prevention programs.

Col. Elspeth Ritchie, the top psychiatry expert for the Army surgeon general, said that while the Army is reviewing the 2005 suicides as a way to gauge its mental health efforts, "suicide rates go up and down, and we expect some variation."

Ritchie said the mental health of troops remains a priority as the war enters its fourth year. But she also acknowledged that some practices, such as sending service members diagnosed with PTSD back into combat, have been driven in part by a troop shortage.

"The challenge for us ... is that the Army has a mission to fight. And as you know, recruiting has been a challenge," she said. "And so we have to weigh the needs of the Army, the needs of the mission, with the soldiers' personal needs."

But The Courant's investigation shows that troubled soldiers are getting lost in the balance:

Under the military's pre-deployment screening process, troops with serious mental disorders are not being identified - and others whose mental illness is known are being deployed anyway.

A law passed in 1997 requires the military to conduct an "assessment of mental health" on all deploying troops. But the "assessment" now being used is a single mental health question on a pre-deployment form filled out by service members.

Even using that limited tool, troops who self-report psychological problems are rarely referred for evaluations by mental health professionals, Department of Defense records obtained by The Courant indicate. From March 2003 to October 2005, only 6.5 percent of deploying service members who indicated a mental health problem were referred for evaluations; overall, fewer than 1 in 300 deploying troops, or 0.3 percent, were referred.

That rate of referral is dramatically lower than the more than 9 percent of deploying troops that the Army itself acknowledges in studies have serious psychiatric disorders.

In addition, despite its pledges in 2004 to improve mental health care, the military was more likely to deploy troops who indicated psychological problems in 2005 than it was during the first year of the war, the data show.

The Courant found that at least seven, or about one-third, of the 22 soldiers who killed themselves in Iraq in 2005 had been deployed less than three months, raising questions about the adequacy of pre-deployment screening. Some of them had exhibited earlier signs of distress.

Also, at least three soldiers who killed themselves since the war began were deployed despite serious mental conditions, including bipolar disorder and schizophrenia.

The military relies increasingly on antidepressants, some with potentially dangerous side effects, to keep troops with known psychological problems in the war zone.

Military investigative reports and interviews with family members indicate that some service members who committed suicide in 2004 and 2005 were kept on duty despite clear signs of mental distress, sometimes after being prescribed antidepressants, including a class of drugs known as SSRIs.

In one case, a 26-year-old Marine who was having trouble sleeping was put on a strong dose of Zoloft, an SSRI that carries a warning urging doctors to closely monitor new patients for suicidal urges. Last April, within two months of starting the drug, the Marine killed himself in Iraq.

Some service members who experienced depression or stress before or during deployments to Iraq described being placed on Zoloft, Wellbutrin and other antidepressants, with little or no mental health counseling or monitoring. Some of the drugs carry warnings of an increased risk of suicide, within the first weeks of their use.

Those anecdotal findings conflict with regulations adopted last year by the Army cautioning that antidepressants for cases of moderate or severe depression "are not usually suitable for extended deployments."

Also, the military's top health official, Assistant Defense Secretary William Winkenwerder Jr., indicated in testimony to Congress last summer that service members were being allowed to deploy on psychotropic medications only when their conditions had "fully resolved."

The use of psychiatric drugs has alarmed some medical experts and ethicists, who say the medications cannot be properly monitored in a war zone. The Army's own reports indicate that the availability and use of such medications in Iraq and Kuwait have increased since mid-2004, when a team of psychiatrists approved making Prozac, Zoloft, Trazodone, Ambien and other drugs more widely available throughout the combat zone.

"I can't imagine something more irresponsible than putting a soldier suffering from stress on SSRIs, when you know these drugs can cause people to become suicidal and homicidal," said Vera Sharav, president of the Alliance for Human Research Protection, a patient advocacy group. "You're creating chemically activated time bombs."

The military is sending troops back into combat for second and third tours despite diagnoses of PTSD or other combat-related psychological problems - a practice that some mental health experts fear will fuel incidents of suicide and violence among troops abroad and at home.

Although Department of Defense standards for enlistment in the armed forces disqualify recruits who suffer from PTSD, the military is redeploying service members to Iraq who fit that criteria. The practice, which military experts concede is driven partly by pressure to maintain troop levels, runs counter to accepted medical doctrine and research, which cautions that re-exposure to trauma increases the risk of psychological problems.

At least seven troops who are believed to have committed suicide in 2005 and early 2006, and one who has been charged with killing a fellow soldier, were serving second or third tours in Iraq. Some of them had exhibited signs of combat stress after their first deployments, according to family members and friends.

Some soldiers now serving second tours in Iraq say they are wrestling with debilitating PTSD symptoms, despite being placed on medications.

Jason Sedotal, a 21-year-old military policeman from Pierre Part, La., returned home in March 2005 after seven months in Iraq, during which a Humvee he was driving rolled over a land mine, badly injuring his sergeant. After completing his tour, Sedotal was diagnosed with PTSD and placed on Prozac, he said.

Last October, after being transferred to a new unit, he was shipped back to Iraq for a one-year tour. During a short visit home last week, he described being wracked by nightmares and depression and convinced that "somebody's following me." When he conveyed his symptoms to a doctor at Fort Polk in Louisiana last Tuesday, he said, he was given a higher dose of medication and the sleeping pill Ambien and told that he was to go back to Iraq.

"I can't keep going through this mentally. All they do is fill me up on medicine and send me back," he said. "What's this going to do to me in the future? I'm going to be 60 years old, hiding under my kitchen table? I'm real scared."

More than 378,000 active-duty, Reserve and National Guard troops have served more than one tour in Iraq or Afghanistan, representing nearly a third of the 1.3 million troops who have been deployed, according to Department of Defense statistics. That repeat exposure to combat could dramatically increase the percentage of soldiers and Marines who experience PTSD, major depression or other disorders, some experts say.

Recent studies have estimated that at least 18 percent of returning Iraq veterans are at risk of developing PTSD after just one combat tour.

"The [Department of Defense] is in the business of keeping people deployable," said Cathleen Wiblemo, deputy director for health care for the American Legion. "What the consequences of that are, we haven't begun to see.

"This is uncharted territory. You're looking at guys being extended or sent back multiple times into an extremely stressful situation, which is different than past wars. ... I think the number of troops that will be affected, it will be a huge number."

Preserving The Force

Military officials insist they have made aggressive efforts to improve mental health services to troops in Iraq in the past two years. After the spate of suicides in 2003, the Army dispatched a mental health advisory team, which issued a report recommending additional combat-stress specialists to treat troops close to the front lines, and encouraging training and outreach to reduce the stigma associated with mental health problems.

A follow-up report, released January 2005, cited the drop in suicides in 2004 as evidence that the Army's efforts were successful. It also highlighted a decline in the number of soldiers who were evacuated out of Iraq for mental health problems - from about 75 a month in 2003 to 36 a month in 2004. In 2005, an average of 46 soldiers were evacuated each month, Army data show.

Overall, barely more than one-tenth of 1 percent of the 1.3 million troops who have been deployed to Iraq and Afghanistan have been evacuated because of psychiatric problems.

Both advisory team reports recommended that soldiers with mental health problems be kept in the combat zone in order to improve return-to-duty rates and help soldiers avoid being labeled unfit.

"If you take people out of their unit and send them home, they have the shame and the stigma," said Ritchie, the Army's mental health expert.

But with the suicide rate climbing, the emphasis on treating psychologically damaged soldiers in the war zone is raising new questions.

"You think it's a stigma to be sent home from the Iraq war? That might be the line they're using" to justify retaining troops, said Dr. Arthur S. Blank Jr., a psychiatrist who formerly served as national director of the Veterans Administration's counseling centers. "I wouldn't say that."

Mental health specialists who have served in Iraq acknowledge that their main goal, under military guidelines, is to preserve the fighting force. Some have grappled with making tough calls about how much more stress a soldier can handle.

"You have to become comfortable with things we wouldn't normally be comfortable with," said Bob Johnson, a psychologist in Atlanta who counseled soldiers last year as chief of combat stress control for the Army's 2nd Brigade. "If there were an endless supply [of soldiers], the compassionate side of you just wants to get these people out of here. They're miserable. You can see it in their faces. But I had to kind of put that aside."

Army statistics show that 59 soldiers killed themselves in Iraq through the end of last year - 25 in 2003, 12 in 2004, and 22 in 2005. Twelve Marine deaths also have been ruled self-inflicted.

The only confirmed Connecticut suicide is that of Army Pfc. Jeffrey Braun, 19, of Stafford, who died in December 2003. His father, William Braun, told The Courant he still did not have a full explanation of what happened to Jeffrey, but said, "I've chosen not to pursue it or question it. It's over and done with."

Military data show that deaths in Iraq due to all non-combat causes, such as accidents, rose by 32 percent from 2004 to 2005. Of the more than 500 non-combat deaths among all service branches since the start of the war, gunshot wounds were the second-leading cause of death, behind vehicle crashes but ahead of heart attacks and other medical ailments.

While many families of service members who died of non-combat causes say they are not familiar with military deployment policies, some question whether the military knowingly put their loved ones at risk.

Among them are relatives of Army Spec. Michael S. Deem, a 35-year-old father of two, who was deployed to Iraq in January 2005 despite a history of depression that family members say was known to the military. Shortly before Deem deployed, a military psychiatrist gave him a long-term supply of Prozac to help him handle the stress, his wife said.

Just 3½ weeks after he arrived in Iraq, Deem died in his sleep of what the Army later determined was an enlarged heart "complicated by elevated levels of fluoxetine" - the generic name for Prozac.

Family members of some troops whose deaths have been labeled suicides complain that the military has given them limited information about the circumstances of the deaths. Some have had to wait more than a year for autopsies and investigative reports, which they say still leave questions unanswered.

Barbara Butler, mother of Army National Guard 1st Lt. Debra A. Banaszak, 35, of Bloomington, Ill., said she has trouble understanding why her daughter would have taken her own life in Kuwait last October, as the military has determined. She said that while Banaszak, the single mother of a teenage son, was proud to serve her country and had not complained, the stresses of the deployment may have exacerbated her depression.

"She was used to being in charge and being a leader, but never in these circumstances," said Butler. "If the Army is right that she did this, it was nothing she would have done ordinarily. It was that war that brought it about."

Recognizing Trouble

Some autopsy and investigative reports obtained by The Courant make clear that service members who committed suicide were experiencing serious psychological problems during deployment.

In the months before Army Pfc. Samuel Lee, of Anaheim, Calif., killed himself in March 2005, an investigative report says, the 19-year-old had talked to fellow soldiers about a dream in which he tried to kill his sergeant before taking his own life, and of kidnapping, raping and killing Iraqi children. Three times, a soldier recounted in a sworn statement, Lee had pointed his gun at himself and depressed the trigger, stopping just before a round fired.

But two of Lee's superiors gave statements saying they did not realize Lee was having trouble until the day he balanced the butt of his rifle on a cot, put his mouth over the muzzle and fired.

But a number of other reports on 2004 and 2005 suicides indicate that military superiors were aware that soldiers were self-destructing.

Among them was Army Staff Sgt. Cory W. Brooks, 32, of Philip, S.D., who shot himself in the head on April 24, 2004. In sworn statements, a major and first lieutenant acknowledged they had conducted "counseling" with Brooks, and a first sergeant "detailed his knowledge of SSG Brooks' suicidal ideations."

Brooks' father, Darral, said he believes his son's death stemmed from a combination of personal and combat-related stress, and he does not blame the military for retaining him in Iraq.

"Cory was a dedicated soldier. He wanted to be there," he said. "If his captain told him to walk off a cliff, he'd do it."

But in other cases in which superiors retained a soldier who was experiencing mental health problems, families are not so forgiving.

Ann Scheuerman, mother of the soldier who shot himself after his suicide note was discounted by Army officials, said her family has had a frustrating time getting the military to acknowledge mistakes in the way her son was treated.

"We wanted to make sure that whatever protocol they have in place is used, and if it doesn't work, fix it," Scheuerman said. "And to date, we're just not getting anything at all.

"Nothing can bring back my son," she said. "But if something can be done to prevent any more deaths, then if I offend a couple of people, I'll go ahead and apologize up front. Go ahead and come after me, but something needs to be done."

Family members of Jeffrey Henthorn, the Choctaw, Okla., native, are concerned that the Army ignored blatant warnings that Henthorn was suicidal.

An investigative report into Henthorn's death contains statements indicating that Henthorn's "chain of command" was aware that he had tried to harm himself in November 2004 - by slashing his arm "intentionally, in a [horizontal] manner" - in the weeks leading up to his second deployment to Iraq, while he was stationed at Fort Riley in Kansas.

Then, soon after his deployment in December, a distressed Henthorn took his gun into a latrine in Kuwait and charged it, in what fellow soldiers feared was a suicide gesture. Although his superiors at the scene grabbed the weapon away, his platoon sergeant returned the gun the same day, after talking to Henthorn for about a half-hour, according to a sworn statement. The platoon's first lieutenant was notified, but there is no indication that Henthorn was referred for a mental health evaluation or counseling.

Eighteen days later, after crossing into Iraq with his unit, Henthorn finished what he had started.

"If you lock yourself in a latrine for 10 minutes with your gun and threaten to hurt yourself, you don't just get your gun back. You get relieved of duty and sent home," said Henthorn's father, Warren, who is still struggling to understand what happened to his only son.

"It's the same as Vietnam - all they care about is the numbers in the field," he said. "That's all that matters, having the numbers."

Ritchie insisted the military is working hard to prevent suicides, which she said is a challenge, given that soldiers have access to weapons.

"When you go back, in retrospect, there may be warning signs," she acknowledged.

Addressing The Courant's findings, she added, "What you don't see from that are the other cases that perhaps had the same warning signs and were kept in [the combat] theater and went on to do OK in their job."

While they would not comment on particular cases, Ritchie and other military officials said they believe most commanders are alert to mental health problems and open to referring troubled soldiers for treatment. It is commanders, not medical professionals, who have final say over whether a troubled soldier is retained in the war zone.

"I think the majority of our commanders are very receptive," Ritchie said.

But some service members say commanders' sensitivity to mental health issues varies.

"As a practical matter, the quality ... of the military's mental health care professional is uneven," said Maj. Andrew Efaw, a judge advocate general officer in the Army Reserve who handled trial defense for soldiers in northern Iraq last year. "Likewise, the understanding of mental health issues by commanders may also be spotty."

He said commanders weighing whether a service member should be retained have to be mindful of how their troops will perceive the decision.

"Your average commander doesn't want to deal with a whacked-out soldier. But on the other hand, he doesn't want to send a message to his troops that if you act up, he's willing to send you home," Efaw said.

Some troops and their families say the military has not made good on its pledge to make mental health care easily accessible in the field.

Summer Lipford of Statesville, N.C., said she urged her son, Pfc. Steven Sirko, to talk to a counselor in April of last year, after he complained in a phone call from Iraq that he was having nightmares, losing weight and not sleeping.

"I asked Steven, `If you're having dreams that are so [messed] up, why don't you go talk to somebody?'" Lipford recalled. "He said, `Yeah, Mom, like that's gonna happen.' He said it was an act of God to get to see somebody."

Four days later, Sirko, a 20-year-old medic, injected himself with vecuronium, an anesthetic that causes muscular paralysis, and died of an accidental overdose, according to what the military has told Lipford.

Some returning troops acknowledge that their own fear of being stigmatized kept them from seeking psychological help during deployments. Despite the military's efforts to improve mental health care, soldiers' perceptions of a stigma associated with seeking such care remained unchanged between 2004 and 2005, with more than half of the soldiers surveyed by Army teams expressing concerns that they would be viewed as weak.

Matthew Denton, a Camp Pendleton Marine and helicopter mechanic, said he spent most of his six-month deployment in 2005 quietly contemplating his own death aboard a ship in the Persian Gulf.

"My head was in a scary place. I remember thinking, `I can't believe I'm working on a $14 million aircraft. I just don't care about this,'" he said. "When I'd come out of my daze, I was worried about messing up and endangering the life of my guys."

Denton, 30, said his depression was easy to keep secret - pre- and post-deployment health screenings were self-reported, and commanders hustling Marines through six-month rotations never probed his mental state.

Now back home, Denton, who is being treated for depression, isn't sure whether he managed to stay below the radar - or whether there was any radar to stay below.
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